Main 8th class main pedhta tha. mari class me ek new ldki ka admission hua. main use dekh the hi apna dil har betha. uske siva koi or khyal nhi ataa. uska hasna, bolna, chalna, muskurana, sabkuch..... ha sabkuch mari pasand bane lga. fir kuch time baad mujhe lga ki ye ek trfa pyar hai. usne 8th or 9th class hmare school se ki.
uske baad mujhe pta chla ki usne kisi dushre school main admission le liya.........
ye bhi pta nhi chla ki vo kon sa school hai. maine soch tha ki ye ladki ab mare sath puri jindgi rhegi. lekin is ke baare main maine nhi soch tha ki kabhi esa din bhi ayega ki vo mujhe khbhi dekhe gi hi nhi... ab to na hi padhi likhi main man lgta or nhi dosto ke sath mojmasti. bas akele rh kar uske baare main soch ne ka maan karta ki..... lakin kuch time baad uski yaade dundli si hone lagi.
uske baad..........................
ab main apne aap se boolta tha ki ab use kabhi nhi dekh paunga. esse mari jindgi per bhot gehra asr pda. main yhi sochta tha ki maine use apne dil ki baat kyo nhi btai.
lekin us din mari khusi ka thikana nhi rha . jab hmare 10th class ke exam centar ek hi pdatha.
school ke bhar jab maine usko dekh tha. maine aap logo ko bta nhi skta ki mujhe kya hesha hua. lgta tha ki ye time ise jgha per ruk jaye. lekin jab usne mujhe dekha kr hath hilaya or maine bhi. kyo ki vo mujhe jaanti thi. ek dusre ke kri aate hi puch ki kese ho. haal-chal hi puch tha ki exam ka time ho gyatha.
ab exam khtam hone ka time ho gya tha. maine jaldi se school ke get per aagya. maine soch ki maine usko aapne pyar ke baare me btau ya nhi kya pta use bura lga to vo mujh se kbhi baat nhi kre gi. islye.
maine use se kha ki kya mujh se dosti krogi or usne mari dosti ko accsept bhi krliya. or 11 saal tak maine use contact main har. meri saad ko 2 saal ho chuke the or is saal uski bhi saadi hogi
Maine Abhi Bhi Nhi Smajh Paya Tha Ki ye Dosti hai Ya Love
uske baad mujhe pta chla ki usne kisi dushre school main admission le liya.........
ye bhi pta nhi chla ki vo kon sa school hai. maine soch tha ki ye ladki ab mare sath puri jindgi rhegi. lekin is ke baare main maine nhi soch tha ki kabhi esa din bhi ayega ki vo mujhe khbhi dekhe gi hi nhi... ab to na hi padhi likhi main man lgta or nhi dosto ke sath mojmasti. bas akele rh kar uske baare main soch ne ka maan karta ki..... lakin kuch time baad uski yaade dundli si hone lagi.
uske baad..........................
ab main apne aap se boolta tha ki ab use kabhi nhi dekh paunga. esse mari jindgi per bhot gehra asr pda. main yhi sochta tha ki maine use apne dil ki baat kyo nhi btai.
lekin us din mari khusi ka thikana nhi rha . jab hmare 10th class ke exam centar ek hi pdatha.
school ke bhar jab maine usko dekh tha. maine aap logo ko bta nhi skta ki mujhe kya hesha hua. lgta tha ki ye time ise jgha per ruk jaye. lekin jab usne mujhe dekha kr hath hilaya or maine bhi. kyo ki vo mujhe jaanti thi. ek dusre ke kri aate hi puch ki kese ho. haal-chal hi puch tha ki exam ka time ho gyatha.
ab exam khtam hone ka time ho gya tha. maine jaldi se school ke get per aagya. maine soch ki maine usko aapne pyar ke baare me btau ya nhi kya pta use bura lga to vo mujh se kbhi baat nhi kre gi. islye.
maine use se kha ki kya mujh se dosti krogi or usne mari dosti ko accsept bhi krliya. or 11 saal tak maine use contact main har. meri saad ko 2 saal ho chuke the or is saal uski bhi saadi hogi
Maine Abhi Bhi Nhi Smajh Paya Tha Ki ye Dosti hai Ya Love
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